Raindrops pounding,
Thunder booming,
Lightening flashing,
Water pounds on the roof,
Deafeningly loud,
Impossible to think,
Boom!
So normal,
Yet so unexpected,
The night sky is lit up,
Only for a second,
Back to darkness,
I hang around my room all day,
Never with much to say,
Because I keep all people at bay.
I'd rather spend the day in bed with a book,
Than a guy with a cute look,
He'd quickly realize I don't belong on a hook.
I will eat something with more than one calorie,
And I really don't care about your salary,
I just want my own gallery.
I don't care much for technology,
I don't believe your apology.
And I really hate biology.
This poem is really lame,
And I'm to blame,
Oh well it's part of the game.
In the six months we've been together,
We've made it through so much,
The new beginning of our relationship,
The death of my brother,
The reliving of our horrific pasts,
& Hundreds of petty fights,
But baby, I'd go through a thousand more
Petty fights as long as I'm with you,
Nothing else matters but making you happy,
And showing you that you're my only one,
Forever.
Raindrops pounding,
Thunder booming,
Lightening flashing,
Water pounds on the roof,
Deafeningly loud,
Impossible to think,
Boom!
So normal,
Yet so unexpected,
The night sky is lit up,
Only for a second,
Back to darkness,
I hang around my room all day,
Never with much to say,
Because I keep all people at bay.
I'd rather spend the day in bed with a book,
Than a guy with a cute look,
He'd quickly realize I don't belong on a hook.
I will eat something with more than one calorie,
And I really don't care about your salary,
I just want my own gallery.
I don't care much for technology,
I don't believe your apology.
And I really hate biology.
This poem is really lame,
And I'm to blame,
Oh well it's part of the game.
The Boy They Called Ben by xXMcKennasBitchXx, literature
Literature
The Boy They Called Ben
He was only nineteen
So full of life, just like an evergreen
I'll never forget the first day I became aquainted
With the boy they called Ben
"You can come too" he persuaded me
I walked quickly to his side of the street
We sat in his room and he looked at me
"I just thought I'd let you know,
your new name is Wifey"
I laughed and smiled so slightly
Nobody knows, but in my phone
His name was Hubby
Because what was the harm?
I was in love with his sister
And he had a certain kind of charm
On the days he was there,
It never failed, after geometry
Down the hall, he would call out my name to me
I would smile with my friends
And tu
A Memory From My Youth by xXMcKennasBitchXx, literature
Literature
A Memory From My Youth
Who are you?
I know you...
No, I'm sorry.
I thought I did..
Perhaps I did.
Once. Long ago.
We played as children,
In the sandbox out back,
Do you remember?
Many years have since passed,
As I said.
I think I knew you,
A memory from my youth.
Who are you?
Your face is so familiar.
Like someone I used to know.
Once. So long ago.
We played as children,
In the field out back,
Do you remember?
You'd throw the ball,
I was up to bat.
So many years have since passed,
As I said.
Forgive me, a fool,
For I think I knew you,
A memory from my youth.
Who are you?
I haven't a clue.
There was a time,
Once, so very long ago,
I t
Late night, slow country song,
Candle light, dresses we wore once to prom
Holding each other tight, forever doesn't seem so long
I've dreamt of a moment like this all my life
With not just any girl, but a girl I hope to call my wife
And I don't mean to speak too soon
But it's hard not to when I see your beauty in the light of a candle moon
So softly now, as I whisper in your ear, "I do"
Forgive me briefly, for this is my moment of truth
It was once, not so long ago when I used to dance like this
In the arms of the monster and we'd share a delicate kiss
I thought that was living until I felt your touch
And I realized I'd been using
I'm running out of places.
Places to hide.
Hide deep inside.
My feelings forthcoming.
I need out.
I'm still stuck in the shadow of doubt.
I wish confidence would bring me a key.
Just the right push to set me free.
Walls around me keep me safe.
They keep the hurt out.
But lock some of it in.
I know I should smile, but I can't even grin.
It hurts sometimes to know you're out there.
Alone and hurt.
Something I know I could fix if you let me.
But I know I need to let this be.
Feelings staying hidden, in the waves of this rampant sea.
I want to feel numb,
So I won't feel any pain,
I want to be hollow,
So that my heart would follow,
You out my door and out of sight
This world will never see,
What it tore apart,
Until it's over we watch it fall,
Like I did your heart,
You never can mend,
What the world tore apart
Does it even matter how hard we try?
Does it matter how hard it is to fight?
Please don't cry I know we can do this,
Please don't go we'll make it through,
This hell we're trying to mend
This world will never see,
What it tore apart,
Until it's over we watch it fall,
Like I did your heart,
You never can mend,
What the world tore apart
You're be
I like sleep, food, and taking pictures. I love to be alone. I find happiness in writing. My biggest fear is zombies. I'm New York bound (: & Brittani Lynn is my amazing girlfriend<3 She loves me more than I could ever possibly imagine. I don't know how she puts up with me, I am such a HUGE pain in the ASS!! And she likes to get on my thingy and write stuff pretending to be me d:
I really appreciate constructive criticism. It's nice to see what people think about my art [:
Current Residence: The middle of a fricking cornfied. Favorite genre of music: I love so much music, I can't limit it to just one genre. It really depends on my mood. Favorite photographer: Jerry Uelsmann Favorite style of art: Photography Personal Quote: "Monsters are real, ghosts are real too. They just live inside us and sometimes they win"
My baby found this, and I've been really stuck lately- as far as writing goes. So I'm going to try to write poems with these titles. I don't want to feel forced to write, so I am just going to do a prompt whenever I feel like writing and I'm not really going to worry about following the order (:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26.
Six months ago today, Brittani agreed to be mine ♥ I'm so happy that we've made it this long, and I really wanted to express that through a poem. But I got stuck, once again. It is unbelievably frustrating. I used to write soo much, and it always made me feel so much better. But now I can't write anything no matter how hard I try. It just upsets me more, instead of making me feel better like it did before. Maybe my writing days are just over. The more I read through my old poems, the more I don't want that to be true. I still have so much learning and growing to do as a writer, but I feel as if that has come to an end. For good. I still
My last journal entry was not a very happy one, so I thought I'd update it to show that I'm not always sad [:
I'm VERY happy that it's summerr (:
I'm insanely in love with my beautiful girlfriend<3
I finally wrote a new poem tonight, though I still feel like I have writer's block >.<
I can finally catch up on some reading I've missed out on
I will have some time to draw this summer
I will have time/proper weather to take pictures (:
I can go see some family I have become distanct with lately
I might get a summer job
I can actually get more than 3 hours of sleep a night
Speaking of sleep, I think it's bed timee [:
Clicked on "random deviant" and it sent me to you! I write non-melodramatic free verse poetry, something that (I hope) people can find enjoyable even if you aren't a lit fanatic (just in case you're interested)